Injured my neck somehow and have spent the last few days laying around mostly watching TV. I can’t sit in front of the computer or hold my phone for moves than a minute because both actions happen to irritate the same muscles I’ve injured. can’t hold up a book either.
It’s strange not being about to do any of the things that fill my days normally. I’ve really had to struggle against doing things that will re-injured me. It’s a battle against impulse.
There’s also been a struggle with identity. Who am I if I can’t do these things?
When did habits become the basis of my identity?